So after Dodger chose not to support me at Christmas...and I got even more upset and hurt than I've ever been with him...he reluctantly apologize but now I basically don't exist.
I try to talk to him and give some form of affection but get next to nothing in return.
Why is my life so painful?
What did I do wrong to deserve such shit in my life?
How do you heal when people keep hurting you at the deepest level?
What comforts the pain if I stop using food for that?
