Wednesday, December 27, 2000

Forever

blue moon of earth
bring your knowledge
to heal my wounded soul

love lasts forever

Tuesday, December 19, 2000

Beauty Seen

lover of my dreams
beauty
seen

Thursday, November 9, 2000

wounded {poetry in motion}

did my wounded lover know
that his eyes returned true desire
I think no
I know his heart was bruised

the bird {haiku}

the bird sees beauty
life under its graceful wings
freedom of the air

Tuesday, November 7, 2000

banished love {poetry in motion}

the orchestra plays
our shadows sew dark desire
banished love waits from afar
awaiting sleep

fallen {haiku}

the fallen beauty
nature's majestic delight
may your seed start life

Monday, November 6, 2000

ashes scattered {poetry in motion}

when ashes found scattered
memory's flame sear scars on my heart
frenzied fragments pulse across tempered feelings

Sunday, November 5, 2000

shadows fading {poetry in motion}

a billion shadows fading
sewing precious gold into the sea
glowing rays of glass laugh desire

emilee {haiku}

happy birthday girl
she is smart, sweet, and pretty
emilee's birthday

daddy {haiku}

safe in daddy's arms
love never ending always
daddy's little girl

spring {haiku}

beautiful springtime
glows within our naked souls
fly like butterflies

Saturday, November 4, 2000

cracked skin {poetry in motion}

I winced as piercing eyes cracked my skin
please, I cried
my frame battered against worn edges
bitter cold

solace {haiku}

my night seeks solace
from the pain of your harsh words
moon is my comfort

Friday, November 3, 2000

wanting {poetry in motion}

wanting her from across the waves
delicious thoughts whisper wanting
I desire your silky mind

sunset {haiku}

sunset closes day
water and earth rests for now
sunrise awakens

Thursday, March 23, 2000

Hiding

find me - hiding
from the pressure
of your hand

robots we've become
going - going - going
for them

working - playing
vanished
going
going
gone

Wednesday, March 22, 2000

wedding day {haiku)

on your wedding day
sharing your dreams forever
always love purely

Tuesday, March 21, 2000

Slither

snake slithers down
my skin - on fire
reckless life - breathes
with passion - wild abandon
my soul - searching
never - settling
never

Friday, March 17, 2000

Broken, Bleeding

beauty is in me
wild world spins
knocks me down hard
I've broken, bleeding

your rough hands
makes me scream
when they touch my skin

desire the pain
for it is my seed

Friday, March 10, 2000

Push

don't you know
I want to love you
forever

don't you wee
how you push my love
away

don't you hear
my heart
breaking

don't you feel
any passion
any tenderness

anything for me
anymore

Thursday, February 24, 2000

More

as I wonder
I ponder this world

knowing there must be more
to my existence

Tuesday, February 15, 2000

Finding

who am I
do you remember

sweet and caring
soft and gentle

wild and crazy
loud and outspoken

trying to remember
who I am

smart and strong
sexy and sensual

fun and full of life
content with who I am

and finding
who I want to be

Sweet Sunset

sweet sunset
show me the way

the way to my soul
the way to my dreams

make all of my days
beautiful and full of wonder

make my eyes
like the eyes of a child

never let me grow old
in my heart

Monday, February 14, 2000

Anywhere

anywhere, but
with me

I've followed you
blindly
all this time

but I finally see
you are anywhere, but
with me

I've loved you boldly
through all the pain
but the scars on my hands
where my fingers used to be
ache
and I've nothing left to hold on
with

so I've lost my fight
to keep you
for being anywhere, but
with me

Thursday, February 3, 2000

Let Love Die

how do you let
love die?

you see, I've 
fought too long
and too hard
cried too long 
and too hard

it's more than
I can take
anymore

how do you let
love die?

when he's in 
your face
every day

constantly reminded
of how inferior
I am

every pick and poke
reminding me
making me wonder

trying harder
to be perfect

wonder woman
in disguise

to no avail

it changes nothing

he's breaking my heart

Wednesday, February 2, 2000

fighting {haiku}

fighting my feeling
hoping to find forever
in your tender arms

Tuesday, February 1, 2000

Forever in My Dreams

years pass quickly
remembering how it used to be

my heart ached
knees quaked
with every warm embrace

where did your passion go
my love?

I see so many memories lost
in the everyday

I would like to love you in every way
and always

at least I can love you forever in my dreams

Saturday, January 29, 2000

winter {poetry in motion}

colors leaving, freeze and bare
golden leaves shiver
winter strips mankind

Friday, January 28, 2000

I am, I see {poetry in motion}

What I am, Myself I see
natural thinker, hot desire
flower of nature, delicious layers
fantastic lover, deep-set friend

Thursday, January 27, 2000

shape of my mind {poetry in motion}

the shape of my mind is deliciously battered
when you desire my wounded voice
bruised and worn eyes

Wednesday, January 26, 2000

tiny toes {haiku}

tiny toes pointed
tutu with pink satin trim
my beautiful girl

my dream {haiku}

for you are my dream
in death you are forever
my eyes bloody filled

enchanting angels {poetry in motion}

these silent enchanting angels
dance on the waves of a golden sunset
infinite beauty and eternal desire

ocean {haiku}

beautiful ocean
danger beneath your beauty
enchanting beauty

Tuesday, January 25, 2000

radiation {haiku}

the sun radiates
off my naked body bleed
blind you forever

between {poetry in motion}

between places, ourselves desire
time found returned
rotted childhood, wept tears for days
sometimes love punctures a hole

Monday, January 24, 2000

love searches {haiku}

love searches in time
to awaken my heart burst
my dream dies with you

Sunday, January 23, 2000

Gun for My Head

a gun
for my head

I wish
for you

I do
no right

so wrong
you say

never enough
am I

for you

It Hurts

it hurts
you play
them, not I

no fun
I am
you seem to say

play with me
am I a friend
a lover

do I exist
to you

Love No More

what do I do now
lover no more

wanting
no returned

I ache
for you
for love
for anything

a touch
a kiss
a love

forever

Saturday, January 22, 2000

Waiting

waiting for you
my mind, heart

my dreams
float

my heart
bleeds

my mind
knows

my love
breaks

I wonder

am I too fat
do your eyes wander
far, I wonder

you recoil from me
like a snake
you slither down

no play, you have stopped
like children in death
you've broken it

Monday, January 3, 2000

Wasteland

as I walk through
my wasteland without you

I wonder where I'll go now
you were my light guide

a mirage
you've become

so close
but I never reach you

you disappear
into the sand

my mind knows it's not real
my heart used to believe
but now is too broken to know