Sick

who do you think you are

telling me what to do

I have a mind

I don't need you

I'm sick of you

I'm sick of life

fuck you all

I don't need you

I can fend for myself

but you lock me up like I can't think

life I said

I'm sick of you

I'm sick of life

fuck you all one more time

Selfish

I am a selfish person

I try to think about others

but it all comes back to is

what it will do for me

is everybody like this

I hope I'm not alone

is it wrong to be selfish

I hope it's not

when we were young

we were taught not to be

but I must be honest

were were taught to be

I am a selfish person

That Age

I wonder what it feels like to be

that age

I had forgotten what it was like to be

that age

just starting to care

I wonder

I think

I don't know anymore

how difficult is it to be

that age

why do we have to grow older

start to think about the problems of life

it's not fair

why must we have to

I want to go back

back to the time when there was no care

just wonder

I hate it all

Fly

fly

fly away from this guilty land

can't we be free to think on our own

free

you can't tell me we are free

I know it's not true

people telling us how to think

telling us what to do

we aren't free

what do you mean 'land of the free'

it's all a joke

they are trying to bar down our souls

how can we stop them

before it's too late

just let me fly away

Feelings

feelings

feelings

feelings

anguish

joy

pain

experienced in a moment

how wonderful life is

See Love

what will it take to make you see

that the love we had is still there

the love is there waiting for you to see it

I love you so much

I wish you could see it

why are you hiding

what is it that scares you

I want to be friends and take it slower

not just passion but love this time

open your eyes

I would do anything for you

I would give you everything I have

I just wish you could see

that the love we had is still there

Waiting

my dearest sweet

don't you know I weep for you

I walk through the days and nights

waiting and wondering

if I'll ever hold you again

can't you see the love I have for you

the love is so strong that I will let you live,

without me

but someday I know that our hearts

will meet again

and we shall be as one

Mind Colors

the mind works in so many ways

with colors, movements, and shapes

each part is special

and has its own special job

waves, waves, like birds, boats, and fish

in the sea

all one movement

so many colors

defined perfectly so one may

understand it and think

Reality

what is reality?

fantasy to some,

may be to others reality

how do we really know?

reality comes from the mind

so does fantasy come from within

to some what they live is reality,

what they dream is fantasy

to others someone else's fantasy

may be reality

when we say that someone is living in a fantasy

and refuses to see reality

have we asked them what their reality is

is this reality?

Is Life

is life an illusion or fact?

each and everyone is a pawn

moving around on a board

called life

having fun while they can

just waiting

knowing

that at any moment

their game will end

Tragic Enchanted

tragic

life

what is

why is there

how did it become

life

death

what is

why is there

how does it feel

death

enchanted

The Essence of Asking

Who?

What?

When?

Where?

How?

Why!?

To M

how could it happen

why

why

no this can't be

I can't handle this

why

you can't leave

you can't leave

me

no I'll hurt myself

I'll get you back

you'll regret it

help

I don't want to do it

why

no

I promised, I won't

no tomorrow

yes tomorrow

sorry

I can't