Friday, December 31, 1999

Pieces

death becomes
you and me

so far and free


(I found this snippet of a poem while going through old paper journals in October 2023. I posted it here for posterity. I don't know the exact date. However, I wrote this sometime in late 1999 or early 2000.)

Drifting

it is sad
that you have left me

you have begun
to drift towards
a different sunshine

a dull ache
I bubble over
sometimes

a deep pit
I have
I cry

Wednesday, December 22, 1999

Hiding

hiding from
the world
from you

I want to
be true

love who I am
all of me

the things I hide
tear me up, inside

Sunday, December 19, 1999

Break Free

alone and lost
I can't break free
there are just some things
you don't know about me

why can't I be open
about who I am
would I be
alone again

alone I am
already am
maybe honesty
will be the key
for me

Saturday, December 18, 1999

Become

we've become them
it seems

so overnight
it feels like a dream

then it's real
a slap in the face

overwhelming
I feel I could break