Love No More

what do I do now

lover no more

wanting

no returned

I ache

for you

for love

for anything

a touch

a kiss

a love

forever

Waiting

waiting for you

my mind, heart

my dreams

float

my heart

bleeds

my mind

knows

my love

breaks

I wonder

am I too fat

do your eyes wander

far, I wonder

you recoil from me

like a snake

you slither down

no play, you have stopped

like children in death

you've broken it

Wasteland

as I walk through

my wasteland without you

I wonder where I'll go now

you were my light guide

a mirage

you've become

so close

but I never reach you

you disappear

into the sand

my mind knows it's not real

my heart used to believe

but now is too broken to know