Wednesday, February 20, 1991

Forgotten

have you forgotten
how you said you loved me

I know you think
I've found someone else
it's not true
I'm sure I could never love anyone
but you

you are on my mind
night and day
but I'm never sure
what it is I should say

I love you
I need you
I want you

so would you please tell me
how you feel about me

Thursday, February 7, 1991

Give Up

to give up a lover
is one of the hardest things to do
I am constantly reminded
that he is not there
I still love him
I always will
but I had to do it
for me
giving up a lover
is so hard
so hard to do

Wednesday, February 6, 1991

Worth

so what am I worth
can you answer me that
see I don't know
can you please tell me
could you buy me with money
am I priceless
I really need to know
will I ever feel
that I am worth something

Sunday, January 6, 1991

No Good

I'm not good for anything
I'm nothing special
no one is proud of me anymore
they are always finding my faults
telling me about them
they think I don't want to change
I do
I try
but when I'm good for nothing
why should I care

no one is telling me I could be a model
no one is telling me I could be a singer
or an actress
or a musician

I'm not important
nothing I do will have any effect
I hate myself
I despise myself
I'm not worth anything
so why am I here