More

as I wonder

I ponder this world

knowing there must be more

to my existence

Finding

who am I

do you remember

sweet and caring

soft and gentle

wild and crazy

loud and outspoken

trying to remember

who I am

smart and strong

sexy and sensual

fun and full of life

content with who I am

and finding

who I want to be

Sweet Sunset

sweet sunset

show me the way

the way to my soul

the way to my dreams

make all of my days

beautiful and full of wonder

make my eyes

like the eyes of a child

never let me grow old

in my heart

Anywhere

anywhere, but

with me

I've followed you

blindly

all this time

but I finally see

you are anywhere, but

with me

I've loved you boldly

through all the pain

but the scars on my hands

where my fingers used to be

ache

and I've nothing left to hold on

with

so I've lost my fight

to keep you

for being anywhere, but

with me

Let Love Die

how do you let

love die?

you see, I've 

fought too long

and too hard

cried too long 

and too hard

it's more than

I can take

anymore

how do you let

love die?

when he's in 

your face

every day

constantly reminded

of how inferior

I am

every pick and poke

reminding me

making me wonder

trying harder

to be perfect

wonder woman

in disguise

to no avail

it changes nothing

he's breaking my heart

fighting {haiku}

fighting my feeling

hoping to find forever

in your tender arms

Forever in My Dreams

years pass quickly

remembering how it used to be

my heart ached

knees quaked

with every warm embrace

where did your passion go

my love?

I see so many memories lost

in the everyday

I would like to love you in every way

and always

at least I can love you forever in my dreams